Monday, December 13, 2010
Options
Sunday morning the howling wind, which lulled me to sleep Saturday night, woke me before 6:00a.m. I could have chosen to pull the covers a little higher and fall back to sleep, but I decided to get up, put on my warmest (not my favorite) robe and head downstairs with Willie at my heels.
Willie was eager to go outside; I was eager for caffeine. It was in my best interest to put Willie's needs ahead of my wants. Once we were back inside I could have chosen to turn up the downstairs thermostat; I decided to turn on the fireplace (yes, I have gas logs).
With the coffee brewing, Willie and I settled into a comfy chair wrapped in a cozy throw. My laptop laying on the stool in front of me, my book on the table beside me, and three balls of yarn yearning to be played with, waiting in my knitting bag next to the chair, it was a quiet morning with options.
Sometimes that is all that is needed to recharge.
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Alas, Dear Elna You Served Me Well
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| My grandmother's sewing machine |
I come from a long line of accomplished seamstresses. While they did not make a living sewing for others, they clothed themselves and their children. They sewed for their homes when there was cloth or money for such extravagances.
I honestly don't believe my grandmother ever owned a "store bought" dress. The only thing she made for me was the "sunbonnet girl" quilt that covered my childhood bed. I would give anything to have that quilt. When I was little I was afraid to sleep in my room by myself. My mother would lay in bed with me and tell me to pick a girl. I would select one of the squares; Mother would tell me the story of the dress made for her out of the fabric. I would keep selecting squares until I fell asleep. My grandmother had made the quilt from dresses she had sewn for my mother when she was a child.
Like her mother, Mother was quite talented. Each year before school started we would go to town and pick out cloth for my school wardrobe. If I saw a dress or outfit in a store window or catalog, Mother would draw out the pattern on newspaper and make it for me. She made most of my clothes while I was in high school and college. I ask her to make my wedding dress and she did. She stopped sewing after she made several maternity outfits for me.
I have to say, I really thought that particular creative gene had passed me. Mother tried to teach me; sewing bored me. My freshman year she would not sign off on my class schedule until I signed up for a home ec class. I started a garment, but Mother finished it; I got an A. I just could not learn to sew. And, why should I want to when my mother sewed so well?
Well, Heather was born. I started playing around on a little sewing machine Mother and Daddy gave me for Christmas one year (just in case I needed to repair something). I found I actually loved making little clothes.
Once I started, I was obsessed (we've chatted about my obsessive personality). I was at my sewing machine whenever I had free time. If I was not sewing, I was smocking or working at the local fabric/smocking shop (to pay for my habit). I pretty much taught myself to sew on the little machine that could only sew a straight stitch, and, with great effort, make a basic buttonhole.
Many years later, I was fortunate enough to purchase a brand new fancy computerized Elan sewing machine. Let me tell you, it did everything. My sewing went up several levels. I bought my Elna in 1990.
This past Saturday I took my machine in to be repaired. Something was wrong with the bobbin. They told me it was probably the timing, and it could be repaired by servicing; they would call me if there was something else. Well, today while browsing the bookstore I got the phone call. There was, in fact, a crack in a part that can no longer be found. I ask what I could do with the machine. I ask if he would be interested in buying it for parts, or if he knew of someone who might. He told me this machine had not been popular "in this part of the country". I was so sad, and my first instinct was to become defensive, but instead told him I would pick it up later this week.

Alas, dear Elna you made me look really good!
Monday, December 6, 2010
"Bird by Bird"
Many many years ago I read Anne Lamont's book, "Bird by Bird". There are probably of a lot of things one could get out of the book. My favorite story and the one I still carry with me is about her brother and her dad. This is how I remember it (I apologize to Ms. Lamont if I butcher her wonderful story).
Anne's younger brother had been given an assignment to write a report on birds. Like most children, he put the report off until the night before it was due. Sitting at the dining room table he quickly became frustrated and overwhelmed with the amount of information on birds. His dad returns home to find his son panicked. In one of his better parenting moments, he sits down next to him, places his arm around his shoulders and says to him, "Buddy just take it bird by bird". To be really honest I don't remember if the "bird" report was completed, but I don't think that was the point of the story. At least it was not the lesson I took from it.
Through the years I have carried the phrase, "bird by bird" with me. Whenever things become overwhelming, I remind myself, "take it bird by bird". I suppose you could say it has become my mantra when life gets busy and there seems to be so much to do.
So........
This Christmas I am taking it "bird by bird".
Anne's younger brother had been given an assignment to write a report on birds. Like most children, he put the report off until the night before it was due. Sitting at the dining room table he quickly became frustrated and overwhelmed with the amount of information on birds. His dad returns home to find his son panicked. In one of his better parenting moments, he sits down next to him, places his arm around his shoulders and says to him, "Buddy just take it bird by bird". To be really honest I don't remember if the "bird" report was completed, but I don't think that was the point of the story. At least it was not the lesson I took from it.
Through the years I have carried the phrase, "bird by bird" with me. Whenever things become overwhelming, I remind myself, "take it bird by bird". I suppose you could say it has become my mantra when life gets busy and there seems to be so much to do.
So........
This Christmas I am taking it "bird by bird".
Saturday
brought tree home
Sunday
tree placed in stand
Tonight, I thought about putting on the lights. I took the lights out of the storage box.
"Bird by Bird"
Saturday, December 4, 2010
From My Hands and Heart
Several years ago when my friends went from having babies to having grandchildren, I decided I wanted to knit something for their first grandbaby. Well, it has sort of grown. Have you heard "We have met the enemy..."? It is no longer the first grandchild.
While knitting for the baby, I think a lot about the relationship I have or have had with the parent or grandparent. I use the time I knit as sort of a little mini-trip back in time; a time to reflect on friendship and time together. There are times I find myself giggling, and others I may become a little misty eyed with gratitude. When I knit for friends, it is a gift of love from my hands and heart.
I do love the process, but I am always happy to see the finished product.
While knitting for the baby, I think a lot about the relationship I have or have had with the parent or grandparent. I use the time I knit as sort of a little mini-trip back in time; a time to reflect on friendship and time together. There are times I find myself giggling, and others I may become a little misty eyed with gratitude. When I knit for friends, it is a gift of love from my hands and heart.
In July I posted this picture with the caption "future baby dress".
I changed my mind.
Pretty darn cute!
I do love the process, but I am always happy to see the finished product.
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